beat the skin (thank you Drunk, Blonde and Armed!)

eye beat the skin

wallow so long in what isn’t

a score of sunsets of can’t find, of

questions

that seize so much room

there isn’t any space left…

not 2 paint

not 2 write

my guitar empty

squinting eyes looking for love and happiness

in every place eyell never find it, but

20/80

only catches images transient as a shadow…

it can’t read love 2 the 9s

and that’s truth.

you give it

they take it away

make you weak

make you feel lonely in different places, they

keep you offended by honesty

keep you negligent

indecisive

and hence

and spent

a score of sunrises

afraid 2 face myself, simply

2 disorderly 2 stretch it out
before eye tore it wide
.
.
eye wont make that mistake again

~ by abnegation on July 18, 2008.