the threads of fate
that night
you should have been @ home
that night
kneaded or deprivation or
whatever
you should have been alone
youve been acting up
and telling everyone you were grown,
telling you were ready for that love
found in your wildest dreams
then tell me
you lie like a rug,
was lain
as a whore and want me 2 forgive
the web youve spun of
deceit
the last 2 many months
…and just so you know
it isnt 2 much 2 let go of
eye CAN release it,
although…
eye
probably
wont
MY umi says:
once the threads of fate have been tangled
they just cannot be undone

Tragic. Just fucking tragic.
Some lyrics have been on my mind. “Never worked so long and so hard to cement a failure.”
Ever feel that? Eye miss you.
this is pretty indredible
read it again. really enjoy the ending, the stumble of words. i had a little trouble with the rug/ lain part. like i think i understand it, but could be wrong….ambigious? intentional or not?